[she once again fails at locking things]

[aquaticrush]

I'm not sure who he is, but he wears it better than I do...

am I a terrible person am I going to get teased probably is everyone going to hate me is Miharu-san going to hate me is Karen-san going to laugh and say it's okay because I've said things about her and harems that maybe I shouldn't have so it's fair is this why Issei never wanted me help

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[aquaticrush]

Well, um, I looked up my name, I know I shouldn't have, I promised somebody important that I wouldn't and everything, but I was feeling kind of bad, and, ah... the first thing I found was that thing I linked.

I'm not sure who he is or why he's in my clothes.

[oceanicbreak]

So, was looking yourself up supposed to make you feel better?

[aquaticrush]

I know it was a bad idea.

[oceanicbreak]

No, it's...if you needed to talk, or you weren't feeling good, just tell me. I don't know what I can do to help, but I can at least try.

[aquaticrush]

But wouldn't it be bothering you? I mean, you're right that I shouldn't have done that, especially when I -- um. But I don't want to dump everything on you every time I feel bad about myself.

[oceanicbreak]

It's okay. I want to help you.

[aquaticrush]

I don't think I deserve that when I'm always having regrets about things that would make you feel bad.

[oceanicbreak]

I'm more worried about you feeling bad, if you're focusing on this all the time.

[aquaticrush]

Really? Even if it's something that would trouble you?

[oceanicbreak]

If I can help, then I don't think it'd bother me as much.

[aquaticrush]

...Thank you. I don't deserve you being so nice to me. I'll try, though.

[oceanicbreak]

Hopefully, I can help you realize you do deserve people being nice to you.

[aquaticrush]

Even if I have terrible feelings sometimes?

[oceanicbreak]

I think everybody has that, sometimes.

[aquaticrush]

...Miharu-san, you really are wonderful. I might make a lot of mistakes and not like myself very much, and I might still be in love with someone who never wanted me even as I really and honestly also have feelings for you, and I might have a lot of trouble saying what I mean or standing up for myself. But I'll work hard, okay?

[oceanicbreak]

Okay. I think, working on it is probably what's important.

[aquaticrush]

You're not upset?

[oceanicbreak]

I know what it's like, having dark thoughts about yourself. So really, I can't be mad.

[aquaticrush]

...Thank you so much. I'm glad you're here.

[oceanicbreak]

I'm glad you're here too.

[aquaticrush]

But I'm not...

Thank you.

[oceanicbreak]

You're welcome.

[aquaticrush]

I hope this wasn't too much trouble.

[oceanicbreak]

It wasn't, don't worry.

[aquaticrush]

Thank you. I'm glad for that, too.